Mandie Bee

I just booked 3 photo shoots just for Heartbreaker.  I’ve been in a slump and trying to crawl out of it as best I can. I need more creative projects. Work gets a little stagnant and can also be overwhelming with the amount of things I’m responsible for. I do the job of about 10 different people.  Tomorrow I have 2 sales calls and I’m making a delivery to a shop in Fullerton on Saturday, too.  Tonight I’m running rehearsal for the Moanettes because - say what?- we were booked for a wedding in July.

Playing in a band will be fun. This band feels effortless. Maybe because it’s a genre I know and love and my voice fits in.   Time to get busy….

While I sometimes get eye-twitchy while I’m busy, I surely prefer it to being bored. For me, boredom brings depression and that’s just sad sauce. Busy means getting things done. It means feeling accomplished. And feeling accomplished feels good and not so depressed.

My healthy-health things are finally looking up. No more icky stuff. Still on antibiotics, but at least now I’m seeing a difference.  It’s been nearly 3 months of this….thing.

If there were a way to fly us to mars

I’d take you straight there, but not in a cars

If there were a way to rock all the boats

I’d rock all the boats and kick out the goats

If there were a way to love you all day

I would do just that and take nothing away

If there were a way to bake cookies in the snow

I don’t know why, I just thought it would go

If there were a way to keep Charlie from farting

then maybe we wouldn’t be so sad while departing

If there were a way to paint the sky yellow

I’d give you a whole new reason to make me some Jello

If there were a way to eat one more bagel

Fuck man, what do you want? I’m not made of legos

If there were a way to pickle your toes

I would have music where ever I goes

If there were a way to get ready freddy

I would be so fast at singing a melody

If there were a way to make money from trees

I would buy you nothing but some funny bees

If there were a way to give you the wind

I would capture it for you in a bright yellow tin

If there were a way to give you a monkey

believe me, baby, I would. And we’d name him, Wunky

If there were a way to make bright red bananas

that would be weird and what rhymes with bananas?

If there were a way to wear all different shoes

then we would be tall and not know what to do

If there were a way to fly all the kites

then I would still love you all day and all night

If there were a way to be everything ever

Then I think we would know just how much we are clever

If there were a way to turn love into water

I’d drown it in it.